Ha, to old for this crap Rick. Thats what 2old is for. I absolutely despise the sitch this has become. I could go on and on but you and many, many others already know. I am trying hard to come around to what and how I should doing. Its 3 months of this shirt (without the r). I read some of your stuff Rick and wow, your XW sure seems to be hardened. As Cadet and you are telling me try not to use logic to make sense out of this sitch. And that is precisely what I am wrestling with at the moment. It's only human nature to try and figure things out. As I continue to hopefully get stronger and detach as I am currently doing things should get better. Cadet, I am interested in seeing what level of contact she will turn out to be. I am fighting hard to not email her with a couple of things she should have which I recieved in my email. Two weeks and counting since she last emailed me. I still find it very curious how she refuses to talk via phone. We never went a day without talking even when I had short trips. So, whatever came over her to be so hard in just a few hours may never be known. Unless she was the greatest actress in the world we went from having breakfast together on that last day to no more anything. I know, I know, but damn its still messed up. Nobody I know understands it either. Enuff said, I'm done... MUST DETACH!!!!!!!!!!!!
