Thank you Rick, Yes I hear you and have been gradually GALing more and more. My stages seem to go from one to the other at this point. Anger now for the first real time to then going back to the other disgusting emotions. Getting so damn tired of this. But you are right, I dont know what she is feeling towards me. The idea she is so able to not discuss this with me 3 months later is what I find difficult to deal with. Therefore I am painting a picture of doom and gloom for my sitch. Im guessing this really doesnt matter now.
