2old you do not know how she is feeling. You do not know if she has feelings towards you. Her behavior is how she protects herself from pain. You are early in the process. I remember when I came here people would advice me but I was so messed up that I didn't understand what they were telling me. So what I think helped was people repeating their advice to me. I will do the same.
You must GAL, find new friends, drive down a different road, go to church, dance lessons, volunteer etc... To help with this stich. If you obsessed as to why she did what she did you will loose valuable time in the healing. Keep posting my friend
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“Failure is not fatal, but failure to change might be.”