Hoper continues..

[hoper]

Well ...

SO H has contiues to hold his head as if in deep thought or shame..
He continues looking at the fish more intently if at all that were possible..

The other day accepts a social invitation from one of my college friends..her h spoke to my h as they are good friends ..he saywe should go..

we go without s have a decent time..

Then my sis and her h who are visiting my folks bump into him ..my bro -in- law asks him for the family lunch gettogether..

he tells them sure..

then he comes home and asks me who all are going to be there..I tell him that my family and my bro-in- law family will be there..he says in that case he wants to avoid it as nithing really has changed..he is not able to focus on the D as he has no job clarity ..he asked me why i havent been to the C..
And what does my Bro-in -law know of our sitch

..I just reply that as he has decided to not stay in touch with my family lets leave it at that and that who knows how much should not matter...and that i have other responsibilities and i believe i am doing the best i can in the current scenario..

so he believes that once he has a great job offer he can then proceed with the D...till then we continue to live like casual friends and he can indulge in need based LM..i have stopped initiating since i thought that would be like baking the cake for him..

so did have my doubts and he has clarifiied them..

he does not process that this time that we spend together almost like a perfect family to S will have an impact on him..

i am supposed to be doing my wifely duties till the time is right for him to proceed with D..
then i will just agree as i have been forewarned already and hence he can continue the A too ..

Ya well..MLC svks !!!!