I alternate between the thought "if they walk out of your life, your future isn't tied to them" and "don't give up before the miracle happens."
It would just be easier if a big, booming voice out of the sky would tell me what I need to do. I'm trying to remain open and obey His will, but I'm just not sure what that is yet.
Okay that's just weird, do you have mind reading powers?!?! I probably think and/or say this at least twice a day. Maybe he is teaching us patience lol.
I go back and forth with do I wait or do I actively seek out a relationship/date. Right now for me I think the answer is to wait, work on me and when I can say I'd like to date instead of I need to date then I'll be good to go... but that's me(ask me tomorrow and I'll say I need to date hahaha).
You can not change your past, but you can ruin a perfectly good present by worrying about the future.
