Blindsided

[chl0901]

Journal: I'm feeling okay today. Not wonderful, but not in a funk either. We had a nice weekend and H spent 1/2 day with S and I yesterday which was nice. Times like that I almost forget about OW. Almost. It's always in the back of my head. I try not to think about it too much though because I get emotional and angry. I still can't wrap my head around how easily H can "edit" the truth or lie by omission. Act like such a great H and family man to others while going behind my back and spending time with her. I would never do that to him. I'll get off my soapbox now. It does help me some to vent here.

I'm still doing well on my diet and exercise regime. Except for I ate Taco Bell last night (weakness). I'm not being too hard on myself though because I've been doing so good and I won't let that meal get me off track (which in the past it would have led to a cheat week!). I exercised with a friend during my lunch break today at work and may take S on a walk tonight if it's less than, oh, say 95 degrees.

I did make the mistake of buying down a size in some new clothes and they are still too tight (I really thought they would fit)! Minor bump, but more motivation to keep at it!