Ok, I have been 180 since the middle of July and it is killing me frown I have been going to church and I am going to meet with some disciples to help me get through this and make me a better person.

I have yet to hear anything from my wife, it has been 2 months since she left. I wish I knew what was going through her mind and what I can do to repair our marriage. She has never done anything like this before and her mom doesnt care too much for me either. I just cant believe that she would throw away our house, pets, cars or everything thing that we have done together.


I bought DR yesterday and have already read 74 pages.

My wife has been going through my mind 24/7. I have already seen some progress that god is working on me as a person and I hope that she is getting the message through him and that our marriage could be saved and healthier than ever.

Some people are telling me that 2 months with no contact is nothing, to me is eternity. I am still holding out that there is another man as we have mutual friends on facebook that would tell me if they saw anything suspicious. I have since deleted facebook because of drama.

I just cant believe that her family members and friends would get involved like they have and not let us handle our own problems.

Its just really bad that a marriage could come down to finances. We were in not that bad of shape to do something like this.

Thank you to everyone on this board for their support while going through this.