Hoping for WAS to come home

[etc]

Jax, you sound great! I know how tough it is and you're further down the road than I am. I like how strong you are becoming in your boundaries. It sounds like you know what you want. I'm still working on that.

I too cannot understand how a mind would think this was all OK and that we'll all be better off in the end. WTF? It's amazing how I've heard the exact same things from my W. It's like they read from a script! Where do they get this stuff from?

In my world, W and I have been getting along better lately, but have a long way to go if we're to call this a M again. I'm really trying to go darker. I don't think I've gone more than 3 or 4 days w/o interacting since this whole thing started. Again, with kids it's pretty much impossible. Not sure if she'll ever miss me at this point.

ETC