Has nothing to do with your attraction to W but it's about the kids and time with their mom. You really need to get your focus OFF the W and focus on you and your kids.
me40; W43 M18; T~20 D18; S13 & S3 bomb 5/9/11 EA busted 4/30/12; 9/4/12; 4/29/13; 6/10/13 same OM
Separated 4/1/14
"Even a flicker of light will shine through darkness-12/25/2012"....better days ahead.