round and around we go

[willbwell]

hello, not been on in a while.
thanks for reading my post lovethehub.
I am still not detached. I have to remind myself daily.no expectations. He was back at home early July. I know... I shouldn't have allowed it. This was the third time he has said he wants to come back home.(Feb. and last Aug) he stays for about a week or two, and then he leaves again. Talk about confusing for the kids. I just wanted so bad for our m to work, for our family to be back intact, to move on...
I am working on me. I start classes again in a couple of week. I do yoga. I have great friends and a great family. I am upbeat and positive when H is around. I see an IC. I come here to vent. h has seen an attorney. says he wants to do collaborative. I followed the advice here. i've spoken with a coach. H is imo in mlc. also an ongoing ow .for now, I stay in limbo.