I am sorry you are going through so much - physically and emotionally.
Hang in there - you are a strong man and you know all of this will pass and better, brighter days will come for you.
It is amazing that despite what you are going through, you are still thinking about your wife's well-being. You are a good man.
Please take care of yourself. Eat well and get some rest.
Me & H: 44 D7, D6, S3 Together: 20y, M: 17y EA: 11/13/10, Sep: 12/23/10 EA becomes PA: Spring 2011 H filed for D: 09/06/12 D Negotiating began 2/15 OW seemingly gone on 3/15 Still negotiating D