I am glad to hear you are finding some peace for yourself.
Snodderly is right I am sure (she always is) that you wouldn't be able to reach your W. But perhaps when enough time has gone by she will heal to the point where she reaches you. Maybe not in a romantic way, but in a "hey I remember you" kind of way.
Until then take care! (Well, actually, continue taking car after then too lol)
Me 46 H 56 M 22 yrs S22, D20, Twin Ss18
You teach people how to treat you by what you allow. What you stop. And what you reinforce. ~~~~~~~ A lack of boundaries invites a lack of respect.
