To miz and 180 I'm sorry for being away for couple of days. I have. Been feeling really low this is the first weekend without my boys but I'm OK. I'm at The drive in tonight so I'm going to have a good night and not worrying about my boys and feeling sad. I'm still hoping that one day my family will be together again. But in The mean time I have to learn to let go of H and let him live his new life and I need to start living mine now. I'm very proud of myself even tho I so wanted to text H today but I didn't and I'm not going to any time soon until I have to register The boys for school and then after that only if they have a band concert or a school play or a teacher conferences I will text him. This will be The only way for me to move on. Again I'm sorry to make you two worry. I just need a day or two to stop being sad that this may be the end of my 13 years of marriage. I'll keep posting on here and thank you for thinking of me.
M:42 H:37 M:14yrs S:13; S:9 Found out PA:8/2012 2nd PA & still w/OW:4/2013 H asked for D:6/2013 H moved out: 8/2013 H & OW moved in together: 8/2013
