Run and hide your crazy

[RosaLinda]

Sorry to hear that H let you know that you are "just a woman" J. King H has spoken again. And so glad to hear that HE leads and sets the tempo. Cheesh. Swing your partner, do-si-do!

This made me SO sad "J: I have a love/hate thing for dreaming about you. In my dreams you love/want/cherish me. Its FANTASTIC! But then I wake up and remember/realize reality. And then I'm sadder than when I went to bed because post-dream the loss feels sharper.
H: I get that."

My dream is for my H to love, want and cherish me again too. It would totally break my heart if I said that to him and his answer was "I get that." I would have wanted to hear "I do" or at least "I'm sorry." Why can't our MLCers see or care how much they are hurting us? I told my H that I miss him once. He asked what did I mean, he is right here in front of me. I said that I miss our closeness and his love, I miss physical affection and I miss sex. He said "well I don't." End of conversation.

Mz. J the government helps provide low or no cost health insurance to families with kids 20 and under. Do I sound like a TV commercial? I looked up Ohio's program -- it's called Healthy Start and Healthy Families. There are income guidelines, but with a family of six, your income might not have to be horribly low, I don't know. I have heard that we are not permitted to post links to outside websites on this forum, but you can see information about it a website named InsureKidsNow dot gov. The phone number is [phone]. I think, from my work with disabled people, that your S20 might be able to qualify for Medicaid due to his anxiety.