lost hope,

Thanks for checking in on me. W said she wants D. I am still cycling between what I believe to be Denial and Acceptance.

Now that she has stated in MC that she wants D, I am not so much in denial about out situation than I was. I just have to get through the Acceptance cycle.

Fartilitre,

I am working through my threads and I see that I have been sabotaging myself with regards to my DBing efforts. I start to make a mental list of the things I have been doing wrong and the list got too long to keep mentally.

I will have to put it down on paper but I can say from first glance that I have failed at DBing for the most part. My 180's are still going well.

I will make a comprehensive list bf my backslides when time permits.

BKS


M46 W45 T12 M10 S9 D4
BD 2/13
Divorced 5/14