Thanks for checking in on me. W said she wants D. I am still cycling between what I believe to be Denial and Acceptance.
Now that she has stated in MC that she wants D, I am not so much in denial about out situation than I was. I just have to get through the Acceptance cycle.
Fartilitre,
I am working through my threads and I see that I have been sabotaging myself with regards to my DBing efforts. I start to make a mental list of the things I have been doing wrong and the list got too long to keep mentally.
I will have to put it down on paper but I can say from first glance that I have failed at DBing for the most part. My 180's are still going well.
I will make a comprehensive list bf my backslides when time permits.