How do you know 2old that she is continually online? She might've changed since she left you and may only go online once or twice a week maybe. I know that my H used to go on his PC every day and play games. Now he watches more TV, I know this as him and my son were having a convo about this today smile I spend more time on my PC and very rarely watch TV now. My H commented today that I didn't used to have a hot drink, but I said if I have visitors round then I do have a drink. He either heard that comment and ignored it or didn't hear it, but didn't answer when I called him a visitor, hehe.
I agree with Rick, you need to let her go in order to get her back. This may sound crazy but it's happened to me about 12 years ago. My H had an affair and I just gave up I suppose. 8 months down the line, he wanted to come home and I had to seriously think about it as I had moved on. I took him back for the sake of the family unit, it's much better to be together than apart smile
Remember 2old, you've got a long way to go yet. Don't waste your energy thinking about what she's doing and when she's going to email you. Rick is right, it is not good for your well being.
I'd like to see this analogy about a squirrel as well, that sounds intriguing smile
My H came to take my son to his for the weekend. I popped into town to do a bit of shopping and I'm lucky to have a couple of friends down there who own shops so I popped in to say hello. I've just been invited out by one of my friends to a show in Sept and we're going to make it a night out smile I can't wait smile Life is what you make it 2old, it won't come looking for you, you've got to go looking for it smile

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T22 M21
S20 - Got high functioning autism
3/2000 H admits to OW and moves out to live with her
11/2000 H moves back home
2/4/13 H moves out
H tells me he wants D 6/13, but now he can't afford to!