Run and hide your crazy

[mizjjd]

H texted me this morning about some article he read in a Canadian Women's Mag about women and infidelity. Ha. I get this text just as I'm waking up from a vivid dream of H. Of a personal nature

So we text/chat back and forth. Finally I say

J: H I feel so lost about us

H: Not sure I understand. Lost in what way.

J: Every way. How to feel. What to do.

H: Its a long time to be married. Its a long time to even think of to toss aside. Its a long time to be unhappy. Its a long time and even longer to come to just settle. It will take a long time to figure out.

J: By that reasoning when things are figured out we will have to refigure because of course more time will have passed! Lol

H: Yup

J: I have a love/hate thing for dreaming about you. In my dreams you love/want/cherish me. Its FANTASTIC! But then I wake up and remember/realize reality. And then I'm sadder than when I went to bed because post-dream the loss feels sharper.

H: I get that.

J: If you'd come home this morning I think I'd have hurt your back... Dream you said it was ok though - I did ask first.

H: Funny

J: Yes and no. Like I said, I awoke confused.

H: Well, you are just a woman.

J: Now see, if dream you said crap like THAT there would be no confusion!

H: That's why I say it while awake. To end your confusion.

J: I would have thought you'd prefer me confused.

H: Why

J: Because confusion slows decision making. Thought you didn't want me rushing things?

H: Rush what? I set the tempo remember. The man leads.

J: H, you are a funny one

And in other news.

S20 and I went to see Grown Ups 2. I found it fairly cute - typical Sandler movie. But I always love his soundtracks! Any 80's teen will definitely find some things to appreciate.

D19 lost her job.

S17B (Went to Florida one) who is in Canada was hiding and making phone calls to his we're-just-talking female-friend. Lol. He's not on an international plan so I wonder how much his chat will cost him.

And I'm off in a bit to fastfoodland.

Peace!