I am doing better. I quit taking the medication and I can control my emotions better. I had to text him about something financial. He responded with a thank you and then told me he hoped I have a nice trip. I told his daughter I was going and she must have told me. He still has not mentioned he is traveling. She has tried to reach me a couple of times and I haven't responded.
I want so badly to talk to him but I want him to want to talk to me. He hasn't tried other than that above and it was nothing, I guess it's possible he will never want to hear my voice again. It will be one full month on Sunday since we spoke. How long can this go on?
