Tad, who the heck cares if she thinks your terrible or she thinks you cheated? If she knows about your family or if she gives you 100 reasons why she left? Who cares what she thinks or does?
You are still going round and round with her. It's time to stop. You keep hoping for a different answer from her.
Your kids are grown, she is remarried. Time to let go, Tad. Actually, it was time a long time ago.
