Questions without answers...am I stuck in place?

[albamarie]

I guess I just don't trust anything about this move, he is still addicted to EA why would he give that up, that's the party.

You may not have read that I have reached a point where I no longer know what I'm standing for, I have reached my limit of patients.

~~~The problem is he has lost too much humanity w us, closeness and trust, I don't know if he can make the right, he's not the type to apologize or grovel. I have to stay strong.

This move stinks for me. I have no guaranteed income or life insurance on him, or health. It ties me to him more. It was fine for me to push him to move while he had the night job. The job grounded him there, now what...he's gonna sneak to the far north side to see EA and tell me some stupid story.

I am not going to go another round, same sh!t different day with him.

Did he make a move keeping in mind that I did put a date on him? I don't thinks so...I don't think he would leave his job of 20yrs because I told him to get ready to move out.

I asked him to leave the job 8yrs ago, expressing my need for him to be home at night, and to expand on his freelance business. I also saw it was too much.

No, he gave it up because they came down on him, it wasn't to protect his M.

Even tho he said he left all that back at the job, and is coming "home" to even L me again, I don't believe it one bit. I guess if he proves me wrong, I don't wanna be right.