Thumpered. I did got get angry nor upset during the conversation. I validated her on her past grievance. Said I understood her pain. However, the the new events after the bomb which is pretty outrages and did not happened the way she thought it was. Felt the need to clarify somehow. Maybe, I should just shut up. I was feeling pretty numb afterwards. Wonder why I wasn't upset. I even watched a comedy. I just don't know. I can't accept a PA. I don't even know if I can recover from an EA. I've wondered even if we were to reconcile, I don't even know how to proceed. It dawned on me that I had thought of leaving her in the past a few times. There were times I've had it with her attitude and bossing around. I don't even want to be with her right this moment. The way she is. The boundaries right now is not allowing OM to my house. Not using my kids as brownie points to score. But he'll be around when I'm not at home and I won't be able to know until much later.
M35 XW34 D5 D4 M 6years T 10years Bomb 5/2013 Joint Petition signed 6/2013 Moved out end of 8/2013 Court Hearing of Joint Petition 9/2013 D finalized in 3 months - no news yet
