You are right that this journey has been incredibly hard. I have turned a corner, but I am having a hard time digesting the fact that my marriage is over.
I am right there with you. You and I can both see what has happened in our relationships, and we realize it is not likely going to turn around. But at the same time, it is so hard to let go. Stay strong and keep busy, GTO. I keep reminding myself to do that same. It will eventually pass, and things will get better. I am just now starting to believe that.
Originally Posted By: littleGTO
No, I am not completely detached. However, I have come to full acceptance of what IS. And, so I am ready in that regard. My mind knows what needs to happen so that I can move forward, but my emotions are lagging behind.
That definitely seems par for the course. I think most of us realize well in advance, before our hearts ever catch up.
Originally Posted By: littleGTO
Today-- I was getting ready to go out w a GF when H came over to hang out w the boys. He payed me a genuine "You look good" compliment. I didn't get too excited but it was nice to hear a real compliment.
H said he wanted to ask me something but didn't want to open a can of worms before I went out...I'm glad he didn't. I wonder if he was about the texts he noticed from cute D'ed guy yesterday.
I will be interested to hear what he has to ask. It might be something he is requesting, hence the nice compliment to soften you up.
I am very happy to hear that you and some other DBers are getting a chance to meet up and share some good times....JEALOUS!!!
