I'm here... I totally get it.. I'm 5'3" 103lbs (lost 26lbs over this... not intentionally either!). I hurt too... ALOT and I don't like one bit of this. I've been D before too. Hated every second of it.... till I met H2.

I am hopeful that I can change myself... I was a great person before, but now will be even better. Hopefully, it will matter down the line. For now, I just keep praying and praying.

M:46 H:49 T:20yrs
myD:22
H distant summer/12
H sleeping in b'ment: Nov/12
BD: Dec 2/12
asked me begin to move end of Jan/13
moved Jan 7/13 (left my stuff)
"agreed" to "working on r" Mar 3/13(lipservice!)