True... but, if you want to DB... this is what we do.
We are here to support YOUR decision.
Are you just venting? I understand. It truly svcks! I too am truly tired... very tired & disappointed. BUT!! I want & deserve a better relationship. So, I am putting it all in God's hands to repair and give back (hopefully sooner than later)... I am not good with patience. This kills!
((HUGS)) to you!
Magic
M:46 H:49 T:20yrs myD:22 H distant summer/12 H sleeping in b'ment: Nov/12 BD: Dec 2/12 asked me begin to move end of Jan/13 moved Jan 7/13 (left my stuff) "agreed" to "working on r" Mar 3/13(lipservice!)
Thanks, I am just venting. I'm just having a really reflective moment. I've stood by this woman for some pretty intense ordeals and I just feel like she's abandoning me. And I ask myself how can I trust her? Right now i'm not in a good place mentally, like I said 3 years of some pretty tough losses... I'm not Superman. I'm 6'3" 220lbs yes, but I hurt too. And I just don't like it.
I've been D before and it's no fun and that is what keeps me fighting. I've had some pretty instense alone time w/God and I know what I should do but it's not easy. Thanks for your support it REALLY means a lot. I have no one to talk to about this. I don't tell my family whats going on with us or friends(Learned that from 1st M) so all the feedback I get is here. Just started attending a new church so don't know many people there yet.
I'm here... I totally get it.. I'm 5'3" 103lbs (lost 26lbs over this... not intentionally either!). I hurt too... ALOT and I don't like one bit of this. I've been D before too. Hated every second of it.... till I met H2.
I am hopeful that I can change myself... I was a great person before, but now will be even better. Hopefully, it will matter down the line. For now, I just keep praying and praying.
M:46 H:49 T:20yrs myD:22 H distant summer/12 H sleeping in b'ment: Nov/12 BD: Dec 2/12 asked me begin to move end of Jan/13 moved Jan 7/13 (left my stuff) "agreed" to "working on r" Mar 3/13(lipservice!)
