wife hardends heart-2

[planet]

This morning i was asked to have dinner on my own after work by W. Later i found out W,OM, her sister and my kids left for dinner elsewhere. I guess OM will come to my house despite my warning. I guess W will still see him as harmless close friend despite his interest in her. I don not what stage they are at now.
I do not know how to react when they reach home. Right now, I don't really know how to feel. It's somewhat numb.
Despite the little positives that I experienced lately, I told myself this may be false positives and not to think too much. She did do me a big favour and related it to me late at night after i have slept. She may have felt slighted at my disinterest, after all its late and i was asleep. That's me guessing.