Oh Dawn, you sounded so frazzled right there, I really think it would help ypu to get away. Or your H - isn't he pretty busy with his work right now? Maybe he'll stay awy for a few days and you can have some peace.
Don't give up Dawn. Even if you stop standing for a while or forever, din't give up on life.
Linda
Me 65, Ex 64 M 38 y 2 adult S, 4 G-Kids MLC 11/07 BD 12/09 D 3/14 Dating nice guy 7/14 Engaged to nice guy 12/17