And, SP, good to hear from you!! You are right that this journey has been incredibly hard. I have turned a corner, but I am having a hard time digesting the fact that my marriage is over.
No, I am not completely detached. However, I have come to full acceptance of what IS. And, so I am ready in that regard. My mind knows what needs to happen so that I can move forward, but my emotions are lagging behind.
Today-- I was getting ready to go out w a GF when H came over to hang out w the boys. He payed me a genuine "You look good" compliment. I didn't get too excited but it was nice to hear a real compliment.
H said he wanted to ask me something but didn't want to open a can of worms before I went out...I'm glad he didn't. I wonder if he was about the texts he noticed from cute D'ed guy yesterday.
Got manicure/pedicure & now am ready to meet w my DBing friends tomorrow in Boston. Waaaaaa-hoooooooooooooo!!!!!!!!!!!
M- 18 T-21 S-14,11 & 10 BD 6-18-2012 (OW-EA) H moved out 11-3-2012 10-5-13 Me- I want a divorce. I want to move on w my life. 11-25-13 Jointly filed.
