Worked at a concert last night and stayed to hear Matchbox Twenty. Felt like I was back in college again.
Had to fight back a few tears when I heard "If you're gone" and then heard their new song "our song". I'd never heard it before, but the lyrics sound just like what I wish XH would say when he gets out of his fog.
"Oh no I'll never make you cry again I'm gonna set things right again And I won't let 'em go wrong This can be our song"
Today I rushed to finish up papers for one of my classes and make it to happy hour with two friends. I had a good time, but I'm still not 100%.
One more short paper to write and then I'll have three weeks off until the fall semester starts. I need to get out of this funk.
M36 XH34 M-5 T7 4/11 H confused 5/11 ILYB 6/11 OW discovered 7/11 I move out, OW over 5/12-OW2,done->new EA, but H wont file 9/12 H "best bf ever" to EA/OW3 3/13 H/OW break up H files 4/13 D 6/18/13
