Hoping for WAS to come home

[JaxFL14]

Lost,
Oh yeah, my W said that exact thing about a lot of people get divorced and kids going back and fourth. Said that they will always know that they are loved and that's all that matters. I just stare in disbelief. Lol. If your saying things like that you def are not thinking clearly. No surprise coming from the W who said that "down the road our blended families can do holidays together". Lolololol. That one still makes me laugh. Sure!!! In 5 years ill be bringing my new GF or W over for Xmas morning. That's gonna happen. She def doesn't seem to truly know the effects this will have on our kids and for her reasons of having just falling out of love, that doesn't sit well with me. But for now I'm just letting her do her and me do me. I can't control her so I'm trying not to let that get to me. I do plan on asking for a temp check on October 1st. That will be 6 months since she moved out and if she hasent moved forward with filing then what's the hold up when she won't admit that she just needs time. She knows that I can withdraw money from my retirement to cover any court cost from a divorce so that's not an excuse anymore and I do stand strong on the line I drew that I will not be married to someone dating someone else. Now that's not happening yet but if and when it does I will push a divorce through. I'd rather divorce and remarry down the road vs the other. Anyway, that's way down the line. Staying strong for the next 2 months and then ill go from there. I'm thinking about you as you get closer to baby day. Take care!!