I'm internally backsliding hard.

I don't understand why she would drop the TRO if all she wanted to do was finalize the D. What's the point? I feel like I failed some sort of test, didn't say or do the right thing this past week.

Intellectually, I know it's impossible to have an honest conversation with a WAW when they are still in walkaway mode, but my heart yearns to talk to her. I feel like I'm being torn in two.