True trying, she has iniatiated a very few but, only when she needed something. However, she did out of the blue give me her new phone number for whatever reason a week ago. It's just me reflecting on the 3 months today that this has all began. Im tired of it and wish this never happened but reality is ugly. One morning your talking, having breakfast etc with/for your S to no contact all within a matter of a few hours? No talikng on phone no explanation...Seems to me as I look back to the beginning of this sitch there's no sense in the way she handled or did this. If I was physically or really mentally abusing her I could understand. If she cares about me as I suspect, what does this mean in the long term if anything? Okay, I'm done being stupid now......
