I wanted to say hi, and show you some support. I know this has been terribly tough for you, the entire process. It is very tough for all of us. You are very strong. I admire you for that.
I feel that you are turning a corner, but you aren't quite there. I say this because of some of the small things you say or make note of. Do you feel that your decision to divorce is final? Do you feel that you have (honestly) detached completely? I know I haven't, even though I am harboring so many of the same thoughts and feelings as you are. I just hope you are fully ready to drop the rope.