Well, today is 3 months to the day I took my W to the airport for a visit to her Son's home. The last time I seen her and the last time we spoke on the phone. Sure there's been some emails but they mostly are for her needs. Still I find this all strange how everything was seemingly fine even a call from her from the airport before she boarded her flight. I am journaling here and recapping my thoughts and the bottom line is it's still hard to believe where things are now 3 months later. I get nothing from her, no discussion about the sitch, no nothing. It is amazing to me how she hasn't even talked with me on the phone for these 3 months either. Okay, she planned this out for awhile before leaving but to not tell me anything even today is something I dont understand. As I read others sitch's they all have heard from their WAS the reasons one way or another. Me, I haven't heard her say anything. This is why I still can't comprehend what has happened. She does not bring anything up in what little email contact we have. And yet, for whatever reason provided me with a new phone number in a surprise email a couple weeks ago. SO I ask, what am I to take from my sitch? I have re-read all my threads and no matter what is there the fact remains my WAS is not telling me the reasons. Doesn't there have to be a time she will do that? I have stopped initiating contact but belive their is nothing I can do to have her actually talk to me. I wonder if that time will ever come.
