At ball game I received a few different texts from cute D'ed guy. H was standing next to me and saw who the texts were from, I think. Shortly thereafter H said he knew I was texting other guys and didn't feel comfortable so he was going to leave.
Rather than try to defend myself or explain the texts (as they were very innocent & I would have shared the content w H) I said nothing.
I wanted to say, "Well, maybe you feel just a .0001% of an ounce of how I've felt all these months." ...even though my texts were very innocent and not from someone who I am having an EA with!
I secretly hope that H is feeling sickened by the fact that I will have a life with another guy after him. That my life didn't end b/c he moved onto another woman. That he feels saddened and upset and all the emotions I have felt.
Part of me wants to explain the texts were from this guy b/c the boys and I dropped off some toys at his house yesterday and he was just thanking me for them.
Other greater part of me wants him to wonder what the texts are all about...esp b/c he knows who this person is and that he is d'ed.
What are your opinions???
M- 18 T-21 S-14,11 & 10 BD 6-18-2012 (OW-EA) H moved out 11-3-2012 10-5-13 Me- I want a divorce. I want to move on w my life. 11-25-13 Jointly filed.
