My Story - Need Help... Is there hope?

[PatientMan]

I just feel that because I pressured her and pretty much broke every single one of the 37 rules for so long that there is absolutely no hope.

There's nothing you can do to change that, so learn from your mistakes, don't make them again, and move forward. Dwelling on mistakes and letting them eat you up inside serves absolutely no positive purpose towards any goals you have.

I mean she doesn't look at any of our past in any good light and I'm pretty sure she lost all respect and love for me because of it.

So? You never know what can change over time, but you CAN know that wallowing in self pity isn't healthy or productive. So watcha gonna do?

I wish I could show her things have changed but that wouldn't do anything.

Pure speculation and nothing but negativity.

So many things I'd like to say but it all just doesn't help. Nothing did, and well I don't know what would.

DB'ing and showing consistent, positive change over the long haul can work. Being a negative Nancy had no chance of success.

Your choice.

-PM