My Story - Need Help... Is there hope?

[truelovewaits]

I just feel that because I pressured her and pretty much broke every single one of the 37 rules for so long that there is absolutely no hope. I mean she doesn't look at any of our past in any good light and I'm pretty sure she lost all respect and love for me because of it.

I wish I could show her things have changed but that wouldn't do anything.

So many things I'd like to say but it all just doesn't help. Nothing did, and well I don't know what would.