Not Again?!

[doubledown]

I'm not seeing any respnses to my posts, so I'll assume I'm being moderated. Hope to be active soon so I can get the benefits of this community.

I took my son for a couple days to his Cub Scout campout. It was a couple overnights. Didn't hear much from W. It was very lonely out there and all I could do was think about my wife and how to save my marriage. As we sat around the camp fire, I just looked at all the other dads and wondered how nice it must be to have someone at home waiting for their return with a big hug and a kiss. On the day we headed home, I plugged my phone back in and saw I had a message from W. It was just her asking me to pick up our other son who was at work with her. When I arrived at her work, my son ran to me with open arms. She just walked over and said lets get his stuff together. No hug. No kiss. She works with the OM and always stays late with some excuse, just to spend time with him to do who knows what. It's so difficult to go through each day knowing they're together and talking and texting about how much they love and miss each other while my phone sits quiet. Recently, I found texts that showed the OM is still living with another woman and my wife was angry and hurt that he was lying. I thought that this would be the beginning of the end of their relationship. But no. She just said even though you've hurt my heart, I just want more of you. Great. He wants to rent a place for her to move into and then live with her. Last night, she scheduled a lunch date with her sister, who she can't stand. Wonder what they're talking about? Probably bouncing her ideas off her and telling only her side of the situation. Who knows? Not me. I have my first DB coaching call tonight. I have no idea what to expect, but I hope it's not a scripted money making system. I need as much support as I can get. I'm sick to my stomach and can't stand this!!! Anyone out there?