Thanks for your comments chl0901, I really appreciate it. I am going to be 35 in a few months so part of it is also wanting to feel a little light and airy again. I feel figuratively heavy.
I understand this totally. I want "light and airy" back too
I know you have a lot on your plate, but I hope you take some time to relax, do some fun activities, even if just once a week!
me: 30 H:30 tgthr:7 m:4 no kids 5 counseling sessions initiated by H as a LR: Oct 2012 long distance marriage b/c of work since Nov 2012 official BD: July 2013 nothing filed 1/1/14 I dropped the rope