"Take the silence as a bonus, you'll only get stressed if she does contact you"
I know that is right as for now her being quiet and I guess is best. Since there is nothing much coming from her but when she needs favors. Except for the new number contact. It has been a week now since her barrage of contact. I am wanting to contact with something but I know I shouldn't. I sent her mail to her yesterday should arrive Friday and I usually email her giving her a heads up mails on the way. This time I will remain silent however. Not expecting a response. This writing should be considered journaling I guess. Just emptying some feelings.......
