I can relate to how you felt when you woke up in the middle of the night having negative thoughts after dreaming of your H too Mimi. I was having such dreams recently about my W too. As much as i do not want them to occur, it seemed that only in my dreams, i am only able to see my W! (ironic isn't it for me)
It's like a double edge sword, i yearn to see her and yet i do not want to see her. I don't know if i'm making sense tho lol..
I really love that quote "Don't give up. You'll gain strength when you're going through trials. The strongest marriages come from the greatest pains.". I really do hope this will come through for all of us here.
