DB seemingly backfired w/ my H???

[Mimi00]

Last night I was feeling pretty good & strong. I prayed to God, if H & I aren't meant to be, please wipe him from my heart. I fall asleep and what happens? I wake up in the middle of the night, H is immediately on my mind...have negative thoughts, cry a little, pray for peace, browse the internet, go back to sleep. This time, I have a dream (haven't had a dream in months!)... and who's the star of the dream? H. *sigh* GO AWAY! lol

Last night was the first time my sleep has been interrupted, even after BD I slept like a baby. So last night was no bueno.

And we really have to start believing that! As much as it hurts to be without them, if they're truly not willing to come back to the table (time will tell) then we have to have the wherewithall to move on without them. So many aspects of DB are just common sense and self-improvement. Like, why should we ever cry, beg, or plead with someone who has says they don't want us? Even if you want the person around, that's not good form and it certainly doesn't lead a person to respect you or want you in return.

This is true!