Sigh ... In not going to be able to do this while we live together hard to detach. This morning he goes downstairs and gets orange juice ... For himself. None for me. He's so @*@>>%# selfish! I can't believe this is the man I married. I did say something "thanks" then he made a move to go downstairs and I said "forget it. Ill get it myself". He's on the phone so I just quickly moved to go downstairs. To prevent an argument I'm going to go take a shower now. And when he brings it up in the car ill just ignore it ill say "no big deal". But I'm so frustrated. Like what I fighting for? I'm fighting to be with a selfish unkind man who leaves me every two years and is not concerned about my pregnancy in a normal way? I know I'm cycling down. And I will try to do the prediction game " I will have a calm day. I will not let his actions affect my mood." But it's hard. sorry guys.
Me 35 H 34 DS- newborn 8/13 T 8.5 M 7 H's EA - 10/11 INILWY 5/13 DBing 6/13 Don't know WTF to do 1/14
hard to detach. This morning he goes downstairs and gets orange juice ... For himself. None for me. He's so @*@>>%# selfish! I can't believe this is the man I married. I did say something "thanks" then he made a move to go downstairs and I said "forget it. Ill get it myself". He's on the phone so I just quickly moved to go downstairs. To prevent an argument I'm going to go take a shower now. And when he brings it up in the car ill just ignore it ill say "no big deal". But I'm so frustrated. Like what I fighting for? I'm fighting to be with a selfish unkind man who leaves me every two years and is not concerned about my pregnancy in a normal way? I know I'm cycling down. And I will try to do the prediction game " I will have a calm day. I will not let his actions affect my mood." But it's hard. 
