Don't come around here no more

[wishing, hoping]

Good evening folks

Well, it has been a long day. Work is nuts and frustrating. Add that to the frustrations at home and I could use a drink. But didn't. Lol!

D had a doctor appointment. Nothing serious. A well-child check up. She is in perfect health and is tall for her age. The doctor told her how important it was to eat fruits and veggies for brain power and D asked for carrots before bed! Lol! Of course Iet her. Besides, her two front teeth are very very loose and I was trying to encourage them out. D is a little freaked out about it so I am trying to be easy. But the other teeth are coming in right behind so they gotta come out. They grow up so fast.

Part of the reason I am so downtrodden is D told messy night she wishes she was skinnier and her belly is too big. I almost fainted. I told her she was perfect the way she is. That's all I need is for D to start having self-image problems when her dad is seeing another woman. I didn't sleep well last night. I am over my head with this business and her dad refuses to let her see a counselor. She asked me in the store tonight why daddy and I don't hug and why we never go anywhere together. I didn't know how to answer and it wasn't an appropriate place to discuss it. I will sit down and talk to her one on one later. Poor bunny.

H was H tonight. D tie dyed one of his tshirts at camp tonight. She didn't want a tie dyed shirt so I told her we would decorate hers with puffy paint later. H seemed happy with the shirt. He put it on but took it off later. She did a nice job so I hope he actually wears it and doesn't just stuff it in a drawer. H mowed the lawn like he does every Tuesday. He worked on the camper too. S told me the electrical was not working on the camper. I don't know if H got it fixed or not. He came home with some fast food and harbored himself in his room to eat it. Now I don't expect him to do that. That is his own choice.

H did seem to be angry. But of course that's the norm anymore. Now to stay out of the line of fire for the next 48 hours. Easier said than done.

I feel like I am in a nightmare. I wish I could wake up.

WH