Hardened Heart Continues

[TryingToDo180]

I go into town a lot even if I've got nothing to do that day. It is a good way to GAL Have you thought about decorating or getting some new things for the house? Even if you've not got much money, I like to have a rummage in charity shops for things for the house. You can pick up some real treasures from there
You can also pick up some bargains from the internet
Think positively and think what positive changes can I make to the house At the moment as you know I've got to clean and tidy this house from top to bottom and do some decluttering as well. My hope is to gather enough stuff to do another boot sale which both me and my son love doing
I don't know if it's a good or bad thing that me and H keep in contact regularly. It doesn't really give my H much opportunity to miss me, which is partly what 180 is all about!
Hopefully your W will contact you soon, but try not to think about this. Get busy! Have you a support group near you for singles? I joined a support group when I was living in another town and they helped me greatly. We went on an organised camping holiday together, I got invited out to house parties and nights out and it helped me forget about H and move on. By the time H decided to come back (this was the first time around, about 12 years ago) I was unsure whether I wanted him back or not. I took him back though for the sake of my son who was only young at the time and gradually the love for him came back. The first time, I didn't know anything about DB, DR, 180, etc. but did it anyway! I didn't have the support of forums, though I still phoned up friends and chatted on the internet.
Try not to stress either. It doesn't do you or your health any good! Have you been to the doc since your W left you? You doc may be able to give you a medical or point you in the direction of support groups?
I hope I'm helping, I don't want to appear to be nagging you. That's one of my failings you know, lol.