Questions without answers...am I stuck in place?

[albamarie]

I'm giving the ole think positive GAL who cares attitude but as I sit here at Honda by myself I can't shake the knowledge that H went straight from work and hung out w EA.

This is the stuff I don't want to know anymore, I told him the only way to get out of knowing and get away from her calls is to get rid of him, he was fine w that. He said he wants to open his own account w a debit card and put side work in there so as to not touch my home account so he can spend it how he wants.

It's a lot of effort just to be w her in peace and no effort to come home! He has to leave my home and really be in the thick of her life with no recourse before he will see. But, it will be too late!

He tells her all our business, he told her his checks are direct deposits and she's trying to talk him into freezing our assets. Shes only about the money for alcohol and drugs.

I'm sad that we are parting, if even not literally, and she's injecting herself between us. He not giving in to her but that constant chirping in his ear has to have some influence.

We're not going to have anything , 24 yrs gone because of a POS, God is working slowly and not showing me the answers. I find myself praying to just end this, end him, he says it, death is quick and over! Leave me one ounce of the man I know to cry over before he swallowed whole.

I'm GAL but this is following me.

they want me to trade in my '11 Accord LX for a new CRV not LX..help these men can smell my loneliness and are trying to fill it w an SUV.