Don't come around here no more

[wishing, hoping]

Hello all -

So woke up this morning not feeling so well. I have a huge knot in my stomach. I am starting to feel like the world is turning against me and that things are starting to turn in H's favor. I am starting to feel like I am the crazy one.

I am not trying to get people to feel sorry for me if anyone should think that is my reason for posting here. I like to use this board as a venting place because I assumed others would understand how I feel and what I am going through. I like to use this board as a vessel of support.

I feel like I am losing my footing. This morning I was so despondent I couldn't see to drive. My mom tried to make me feel better this morning. She told me she is very worried about me, which really only makes me feel worse.

I am starting to feel like I have no choice other than to give in to H's demands.

WH