DB seemingly backfired w/ my H???

[labug]

I think you're in a good place Mimi, with a good understanding of your emotions.

I sometimes fall into the the worry about "wasting" time but I realize that in the time since the bombdrop I have done so much emotional growth and it wouldn't have happened any other way. This is my life unfolding in front of me, smooth patches, bumpy patches, time spent in the ditches. I've just tried to keep moving forward.