I'm very much the same missmyfriend. Have been a loner but am now completely lost without my family. They are my life. All three of them.

M - 42
W- 37
S's - 9,6
M-12
T-14
FIL- diagnosed with fatal disease spring 2011
ILYBNILWY - march '12
FIL - died jan '13
W Moved out week later