"I find myself slipping again and starting to believe all of her lies and spew."
The question should be...why are you even listening to it and STILL taking it? Especially since she's M'd.
Simple. Next time she spews, tell her that you do not appreciate it, that you deserve much more respect than that, and that the best part about not being M'd to her any more is that you don't need to listen to her nonsense any more. Then just hang up.
You haven't done much to get your b@lls back from her. You need to stand up for yourself. She left you. You aren't the one who did wrong.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.
