I'm sorry that H has run back into the tunnel.....I think it's par for the course though. I think maybe you need to take it hour by hour right now....for yourself, your kids and the baby. There is no way to put a time frame on this, we all would love to though.
It must have been hard for the kids not to see grandma and cousin, they're so young, if it happens like that again see if you can do something else special with them. I understand one of the hardest parts is the kids. My boys know what is happening and are angry and shutting down. I'm trying my best, and I know they see it, and hope that one day they understand truly what is happening.
The birth of your new son is a miracle....revel in it. Enjoy the time with all three children and know you're a mom that loves your children in spite of everything else. This will bring you comfort and strength
Blessings
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